When life's too easy..

.. I just make it harder myself. Why did I decide to give up on dairy and eggs during lent? Why not give up on sweets for a few weeks? Or alcohol? I know, I know, you should renounce on something that you would actually miss ;-)

Day whatever:

Had a two-day-photo course this weekend and on Saturday, the teacher announced that we would order pizza the next day for lunch. Argh! But then, believe it or not, I resisted and ordered plain pizza bread instead of juicy yummy pizza Quattro Formaggi .. *pats own shoulder*.

One of my Monday's students always offers me tea which I usually take with milk and sugar. 'How will I tell her that I can't have that now?', I was wondering before. Easier than I thought: "Would you like some tea?" - "Yes, thank you, but without milk please." No fuss, no further questions.

Went grocery shopping just now because I needed some things and was craving sweets, too. While strolling through the aisles and checking ingredient lists, I realised that I can't eat any of the sweets I like and don't like any of those I can have. I want milk chocolate, caramel, ice cups, burfi, mushroom cream soup, cheeses, yogurt, waffles .. damn it! I want to pack it in, give up, throw it all. But I won't, not yet, not so easily. I want, I need to prove to myself that I have the determination to push this plan through. We will see...